Thoughts on Half-wits and Porn
10-18-05, 9:15 PM

It is simple: keep my mind busy at work and I'm happy. I developed a quick color coded decision matrix to evaluate contract proposals which at first baffled others but once its simplicity was grasped - pure genius.

No word or communication with the woman today. I don�t mind because we may be set in our ways and too independent. I�m till trying to grasp how relationships change as I get older. The need for space and independence plays a crucial role and a night time phone call becomes passe. Well, at least in this somewhat of relationship a night time phone call hasn�t occurred. Yet, I find it odd and don�t want to pick up the phone as I am content for the week-end to arrive for a possible date.

Training by myself is challenging in that the only person pushing me to my limit is me. The voice that tells you to �stop or ease up� sure is persuasive and must be overcome -- a battle of wills and half-wits.

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